"What are you going to do now?" "How was California?!?" "Are you glad to be back in the South?"
I feel like all I have done since being back for a week is listen and hear these questions. I want to answer honestly, but honestly, my answers may surprise some people. I love it here at home, really I do. With my parents, my house, my pets, my friends (even though we are spread throughout the state). But, I mean, California! It was amazing. One of the best experiences of my life. The people I met, the places I saw...nothing short of amazing. So, being here and listening to these people tell me how excited I should be to be here is downright hard. So, instead I'm trying to find a way to listen to Him. I'm waiting and listening for the Lord so that He can tell me where to go and what to do next. He has never failed me. He has never stopped listening. Even when I want to. Listening...next to patience is the hardest thing for me to learn.